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Nothing to Lose

Disappointment

Steak Burgers

Loneliness

What ever happened to pride?

Me and my Big Mouth.

Hurtful Games People Play.

Darn Kids

Disappointment

For most of my life I have lived with disappointment and let downs.
As a child I can not remember how many promises that were made to me
ended up being broken,leaving me to feel sad,hurt and broken hearted.
When I reached my teenage years I found that putting to much faith and trust in human kind to be a let down also,not that people are bad
as I am human myself I believe,but the let down and disappointment I received or felt was due to my own lack of insight and idealism,as
I more often then I like to admit romanticized the personalities of some of the people in my life .One of the many faults of a dreamer.
  I believed everything,gullible yes I was,but after a few soul retching losses my eyes opened and I began to live with a new philosophy of only believing what I could taste,touch,see ,smell or hear as truth and found that life was not so disappointing after all.
   I stopped putting faith in people and started to believe in just myself and the words of God...and in doing so woke up with a new understanding and out look on many levels.
 I now only expect from others what I would expect from myself,
sure there are still times when I put just a bit more trust in words that come from mouths as being sincere..but truth is ...
I WON'T BELIEVE IT TILL I SEE IT!PROVE IT TO ME,SHOW ME OR MOVE ALONG
AND PLAIN GIVE UP....
Because to me words are just like a brisk breeze that leaves you chilled for a moment then it passes away and is forgotten till the next one comes along.

Posted: March 21, 2005 



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