So, I have been studying my ass of this week and I have a feeling that it might be all for nothing. I did the best I could but I just know that I messed up and there is absolutely no NO No room to mess up. Now all I can do is pray. I also have like two more tests to worry about. College is so over-rated and it sucks!!!
Last night I was like up to 1 30 am again and my light went out. Thankfully I have my own lamp, but it was a major hassle. I had to go and get a work feel out form thing. I thought it was going to take like a week because you always hear about things taking a week. So, I was surprised when at almost 10 in the morning while I was getting ready for class some one knocks on my door. My room is a mess I have a pair of underwear on the floor!!!! I was mortified and hoping that this strange with a light bulb would not notice. My trash was over flowing on to the floor and I had tissues everywhere. Oh my!! Why could it have taken a week. So, I come back to my room after class completely stressed out and I only eat an apple and some peanut butter cups. Then I get some use out of my stress bat. My neighbors must think that there is something wrong with me. After a few wonderful stress reliving hits to my closet door, bed, and wall I start to feel better. I think that this stress bat thing really works because normally International Relations is like hell on earth but today I was actually feeling ok. Once again I am annoying my neighbors. When I get stressed I sing. It is like a wonderful and deep exhale. So I have been singing, I have tried to be quite so it won't be that bad but I have no idea if my voice caries. Even if it does I will not be able to stop. I am nothing with out singing. So, tonight is going to be a long night. I need to read, and I am procrastinating. I did get some reading done so I only have like 6 chapters to read. Lucky me. Everyone be safe and happy.