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lie 2 cover the first one, by then I'm 2 confused and forgot the first one, so I rather tell the truth and deal with all of whatever comes out of it,all the other drama has too much thinking and remembering. Just know I'm real and true especially 2 The SUR!

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One of the saddest days of my life!! (Posted: Sep 26)
Well it's still September 25, 2005 exactly 12yrs from September 25, 1993 when my bestfriend Michael Lucero died. I have to say the pain has not got any easier or even lifted a little off my back or in my heart. The hardest part of living without him is blaming myself for him not being here and watching all these years of pain his family has gone through and me never having enough balls to tell them. I wanted to tell his mom Yolanda Lucero how I felt and why and after if she chose to still be ok with me then I would have some closer and peace that it was ok to keep on living. But no I didn't have the balls to do that either even when I already knew she was very sick and was close to dying I still couldn't. So I sure didn't go like the typical me and she died without me ever talking to her so now I will sit year after dieing through the and being killed every September 25, and 30 , yes I said 30th cause that's the day of my fathers death. Yeah a never ending story good bye!!